Nov 4, 2008

shaken and stirred and stolid

Here's a list of things that have happened in my life since my last post (mostly written about in unfinished blogger drafts that will never be published):

-turned 20
-saw Denver
-saw Jake
-had a change of heart
-had a change of major
-got into one of my "moods" again

I signed up for classes today while in class. One third of my classes are going to my current major, one third going to my new major, and another third to occupy my mind. I haven't officially changed my major, yet, but I couldn't bring myself to taking anymore classes than I am of my current major, but I'm not fully sure what I really need to take for my new major until I can sit down with someone that has a clue. It's like I went from a model student to "one of those students" and that is unfamiliar to me.

Right now I am having the most difficult time just thinking which I guess is a sign that I might be trying a bit too hard, so I'm going to work on that. Everyday the prospect of selling all my possessions and becoming a vagabond gets more and more enticing.

I guess it all comes down to me finding it harder and harder to feel like I'm praising God in the way that I live my life right now and I want to feel like a missionary every second of the day. Kind of selfish, eh?

Pray for Nathan, he was hit by a car yesterday.

1 comment:

Stephanie Fleenor said...

I feel like everyone is getting hit by cars lately.
I think it is harder for a college student to live like a vagabond. It can be very stressful. You should get a degree in your new major first, and then sell all of you posessions. Until then, limit how much you play rock band. Just kidding. Do whatever you want.